This too will pass, till the next one comes along. This sounds hard hearted, one of my nursing supervisors said "all these bugs are mother natures way of population control". Like it or not, death is never far away. My motto is, do the best you can, always be kind, try to do something meaningful in your life. Tell your near and dear you love them everyday. Think positive, even when you think you can't take on anymore. You never know.